The heaviest node in the set: the person was the cause of another's death.
One reservation right away, without which this cannot be read at all: **deliberate killing is neither the only nor the necessary reading here.** The cause may have been inaction, a decision taken on someone else's behalf, or circumstances the person took part in. Hasty conclusions about yourself are out of place here.
In the present life the node shows up as a heightened responsibility for another's life and as situations in which something really does depend on this person's decision.
What helps: guarding life wherever that is within your power — caring for someone, stepping in, not walking past.
*If the subject lands heavily and will not let go, that is a conversation to have with someone close or with a professional, not with a calculation.*
