The obstacle shows up as an inability to acknowledge that anyone else is better. Not envy — an unwillingness to accept that someone knows or can do more, and an inward argument with every authority.
What it blocks is the ability to learn from those who are older and further along. Behind this point is a person who needs a mentor and who in time becomes a mentor themselves; a dislike of the strong shuts both roles off from them.
What to do: find at least one person you are willing to learn from, and let them be better than you in their field.
A sign that it is receding: someone else's success stops demanding an inward objection from you.
